just came back frm trng! fakehaire came for trng todae!mr koh is BACK!he wasnt supposed to be back todae!hmph! haha but he was kind enuff to come back to train us already lar!so cannot be so mean.todaes trng damn light but im still tired!so pissed!we din even do a relay todae!was damn slack.and u knoe wat!we havent even done any 4 by 2 at all! we din even train for 200!we are gonna die.and todae coz me and stella injured so cannot run and all we did wad cycling.so scared for sat.mr koh saed i'd probably be de 2nd runner for 4 by 2! yay!so relieved after hearing dat.i dun think we're ready to run at all!or maybe ME ONLY!im not ready!havent even train properly.den dey sae we'll either run to experiment or run to win.wad crap!wads dere to experiment huh!den if experiment den i'll hafta run wit de SECones to "experiment".dey take me as a guinea pig or wat [-_-]and mayb hafta run 4 by 4 oso!he's mad larr!but cannot lose oso!hehe i dowan to treat fairuz to lunch!xp hu ask her go pressurize me b4 trng.hehe!FAIRUZ! get prepared! u're gonna owe us lunch ok?!!=p heard dat?! muahaha.

we not gonna play de guitar for de singing competition thingy already!tml goin out wit my mummy.wanna get de digi cam by tml.tink we going to suntec? haish.so tired!eyesbags gettin darker and darker!got back science already!passed!and sheku is such a liar!shes damn bladdy irritating!promised to give us our eng papers back todae but she din keep her promise!she mark damn slow leh!2 more days to de race!kks muz haf faith+

so scared for de race on sat! our relay timin improved!but im worried for de 4 by 2.havent even done a full run for 4 by 2. we haven even train for 200m yet! everyone's injured! and im runnin wit de sec1s. sobs! nvm sec 1s! u can do it! trng wit vjc was much tiring!haha but we slacked alot for de 200 intervals.we were lik joggin at turtle speed for de 200m!haha hope sat will turn out well.heard ova 40 schools frm de east are takin part! cedar not frm de east rite? so why are dey takin part huh!

todae had to kiss de floor twice durin lit! stupid teacher larh! neva do work den muz kiss floor.she mad one larr.last time make us kneel and squat den now muz kiss floor.but i not so dumb la haha i neva really go kiss.tml haf trng wit vjc again! betta slp early tonight if not tml no energy to run!got a feelin dat tmls trng gonna be really tiring!fri got pre season league! but i hafta go home early after dat coz sat got com!i wanna slp now but my ahma at my house.paiseh to slp.and mrs ooi really called my mum!but luckily my mum not angry?she dun look angry? shes a bitch lar.complain to my mum abt rubbish! and got back some papers already!all suck!except history! =) dowan sat to come so fast! oh and we hafta play guitar for de class singing thingy.me rena pan and stella playin.so painful todae we practice.hope it turns out niceee haha!

went pw for lunch.so funny.stella went mad.and she bought dis billabong shirt juz to wear for sat!madd girl so much money!60 bucks de shirt!so stress! hate competitions! bleagh!

hello!yesterdae was fuN! had trng in de morning.i overslept so was late.wen i reached dere just did some stuff den we did 300m twice!but i did once only lah coz my ankle was injured!did pb! haha so happy.den went to parkway to eat lunch wit stella. had sakae sushi wit stella!eat until so full!!!haha den in de resturant,one small boy mistook stella for a guy!den his father was lik no no not boy is jie jie.haha so funny. den went to my house for a while.smart stella forgot to bring her clothes!so i lent her mine!den in de end she changed back into her fbt coz she so fussy.kept complainin dat my boardshorts was too short!haha

den went for cathecism,den we went to acjc for de funfair thingy.wasnt even fun! haha den met up wit pan dey all dere la.den after a while we left for orchard.on our way dere,again smart stella being so smart,kicked de can on de floor and de shoe she was wearin,which was mine flew into a construstion site! how great!~ clap clap! luckily she managed to get it back or i'll be so dead!den we went to orchard.kinda fun larh.went to heerans and guess hu we saw! hahahahha wahaha so funny,den after dat we went to cine den decided to eat pasta mania,while queuin,we saw someone and we saw jolene oso! haha okies.den ate and talked for a while den walk walk abit den go home!stella chinkz and rena went home but i had to wait for mummy to knock off first.so walked alone aimlessly arnd in orchard. felt so lonely.was kinda lost den realised dat it was still so early and i still had to wait for abt an hour more so i went to taka and sit down and wait.bought some sweets and sat outside alone.finally! mummy came den we wanted to go to chatterbox to eat.den changed our minds so went to swensens instead.ate banana split and chicken wings! mummy ate fish and chips!!den went home.was so damn tired!

dis mornin had to wake up super early to go for de alpha thingy at uncle's church. kinda nice la.de youth ova there looks fun..haha and dey sang a nice song! called romans 16:19! haha very jumpy.so cute!den ate lunch and here i am at deir house now.cant go for netball todae.got some family thing.haiyah still havent do my hw yet so dead.haha my cousin oso havent do hw!so nottie!haha shes beside me now.hehe

+the god of peace
will soon crush satan
yes god will crush him[where?]
underneath your feet!+
||romans 16:19||

yay!todaes kinda fun!had eng paper in de morning.din understand de first passage!2nd one was okie..haha den we had sc paper after recess.sc quite ok larr,quite hard?duno!kaes den had maths!mrs ooi is so cartoon!everyday she will surely make de same 5 girls stand.i tink she just dun like us!everytime make me,dawn(ws),stella,jac and nanxin stand! mad one she.today she made me stand for drinking water!!wad shit is dis.coz wen i was drinkin she sae dun drink wen she's tokin.den wad she expect me to do?spit out at her ah.really felt lik doin dat.but im not so bad.so wen shes not tokin i continued drinkin water.so she made me stand.den for duno wad make dawn(ws) and stella stand.and she make jac stand juz cuz jac was leanin back on her chair.she's really crazy lor!den suddenly she screamed at me and asked me to get out!for no reason?so wen i was outside i talked to liz and dinie den she saw.so she asked me to come back in.den wen i walked in i saw aretha laughin so i started laughin loudly,and de class oso laughed?i oso duno why i laughed.cannot control!i found it damn funny!den as usual she was lik "dun try to be funny ah". just nice wen i came back in de lesson was ova!haha!so went back to my seat.

i hate some prefects kae!dey so idiotic!yesterdae a prefect FORCED me to throw away my bao coz recess was ova so i decided to bring my delicious bao back to class.not sae i was gonna eat it durin lessons right!den de stupid girl saw me holdin my pao so she came up to me and ask me to throw it awae den i sae dun wan i wanna bring up to class to keep and eat later.den she said NO!GO TO DAT DUSTBIN OVA DERE AND THROW!den i sae i wun eat la.den she said NO! den she followed me to de dustbin.so idiot rite!she got no right to make me throw it awae but she forced me!she made me waste food and money k!she should return me my 60cents!hmph!k enuff bout her.but anywaes alot of ppl hate her too!de bao was so nice!so swt!

after school,we din go anywae.ate lunch in school.den in de canteen...RENA:eh kim i saw a lizard in ur house dat day!
den HAIRY:ohh! i got many house in my lizards! haha lame hairy shortie2! heard dat kim?den went for track.tried really hard to concentrate!we did relay twice!and yeps!we did it! we cut down by 3secs frm tuesday's trng!so happy!but de timing still not dat good!so muz jiayou!next week we gonna train wit vjc!den we gonna run de relay wit dem!obviously we will be lagging behind.so paiseh!! kk nvm still muz try!jolene told me bout "porkchop" today.haha funny.porkchop sounds yummy!=) and we got our jerseys! quite ugly!looks so cheapy kind.and im gonna eat my dinner now! lata hafta study my history!bye!

fighter*-121

today durin maths,quite a no. of ppl got scoldin frm mrs ooi.shes mad lah.felt happy today!oso duno why.after school went to pw wit stella to cut her damn hair.dat girl ah.damn fussy one!she made de hairdresser so fedup.first she told de hair-stylist dat she wants her hair short,den de person cut den she sae too short..den after a while she sae cut shorter..den after she rinse her hair,she dun want dem to blow,den she waxed her hair.den she wanted it to be very spiky den after de woman spike,den she ask de woman to cut again,so de woman cut and den wax again!really can understand how de person felt man!dunno how she tolerate stella!haha actually oso not stella's fault la.de person lik duno how to cut hair one.she was so gentle wit de sissors and stella's hair.if i were de woman,i would juz pulled stella's hair and cut since stella is sucha fussy pok! haha after she cut her hair.i bought double scoop ice cream den we walked arnd for a while..gonna put on more weight!

hmm checked last yr's national timing.felt so irritated after lookin at de timings.i juz got in finals thru luck.hope dis yr can oso.nationals comin so fast.and i dun tink we've been trng properly yet.our relays timing suck.muz improve on it by de 28th!must must must!with god,all things are possible =) need to cut down on 100m timing oso.haiyah.muz start being serious already!no more junk food and all.sobs im lik torturing myself!no more ice cream,chocolates and rubbish!
and stella is her friend!urgh did u hear dat! stella is her fren!wahaha im mad!stella is purposely irritating me now.keep sayin dat she is her fren!haha stupid girl!=p
longxin juz told me a "shockin" news.haha she said prc won st hilda's!and st hildas lik damn good...see..wit god,all things are possible!tml got trng.muz start trng hard!!!so sleepy now.wanna go slp soon.

-de harder you train.de luckier you get.- 121

todays so dull and boring..took late late bus to school today.den had chinese CA.so hard ! im stupid!everythin's hard for me!urgh.kaes after chinese had history..as usual stella and i tokin and tokin bout stuff durin history.wads dere to listen for history anywaes.juz hafta memorize some rubbish rites..stella brought hotdog to school today.tasted raw or mayb i juz din haf appetite to eat.sheku din come todae.so karib came and gave us a ws to do.den had maths.sucked! dat bladdy swane.din even understand wad she was tokin bout but luckily karib taught us de quadratic equation thing b4... stella got punished for readin some magazine.."how to lose a guy in 10 days!" haha yup den dat oink threw it outa class.. best thing..it wasnt even stella's magazine.wahaha and oink havent return me de book!sorry stella! daphane told me today dat mekkee din believe bout me and stella haha! so funny.

trng was light today but i was feeling so tired..did a full run and dis time..it was sucessful for once!but timing lik shit! dun even wanna metion bout it. sucha big difference frm last yr's timing.next week we're gonna train wit vjc! coz mr koh going for re-service..wen he told us i was lik "YAY!" haha all of us so happy.but trng gonna start very late? arnf 4.30? den end lik 7 plus?gosh.so tiring.dinie fell today.*ouch! lik so painful! de skin scrapped!after trng went to gelare.i ate waffle wit 2 scoops of ice cream!so nice.den bought cramel frm starbucks oso.gonna put on alot of weight. todae was kinda quiet at gelare..not lik last week.neva tok bout de "interesting" topic!haha everybodys juz lik not so in de mood.reached home bout 7 plus.tml have lit!

i think de world is going crazy.aiyah i duno wat im tokin bout lah!
+dun worry! u're not alone.smiles* take care lots- 73645264l|

think im gg crazy.
maths test sucked.

heys!haha yesterdae was kinda fun!mm had trng in de morning.we ran 200m twice continuosly!den after track couldnt go for de com class coz very tired and we had to go buy de flowers to sell for de track fund..den went to parkway to eat.. sold a few flowers dere already!saw meinu dere..den went back to school and off we go to turf city!we sold de flowers while de x country ppl were running..some ppl so mean..wen we ask dem to but dey juz ignored us.so paiseh k! haha val bought quite a no. frm us!haha thank you!quite fun..run here run dere and ask ppl to buy..so sad..saw someone!den we waited for ms huang to finish her race!she came in top 10 for de woman's open!*clap clap* she came in 7th position!not bad eh!haha den we waited for stupid tasha till almost 7! so late k!haha while waiting we did alot of rubbish haha..record some stupid interviews and haha took photos!den we went to orchard..was damn crowded!we just walked here and dere coz everywhere so crowded!so fruatrating!

den went to heerans..still so crowded..bought ice cream den decided to go down haha.den wen we went down..we saw de senk kang girl!haha so funny.we were tokin bout her den suddenly saw her!wahaha kaes den tink she was wit her stead..den we went to de fitness club outside to sit down and slack..haha talked and played truth or dare!haha quite fun den bought val a balloon for her b'dae pressie.we bought de light stick too! den everybody went home.. haish..after i reached home..went out wit mummy again..went to orchard..she brought me to dis half cafe half bar place.but i cannot go into de bar la.so we sat outside de bar..got de cafe wad.den we ate supper..so noisy! de music was lik blasting!coz between de bar and cafe dere's only one glass window dat separate both places. after supper wallked arnd for a while den went home! was damn exhuasted!

gg for netball lata..gg early so can study first..havent studied my maths yet..so shit! gtg now! muz go bathe!
happy valentines day

wheeee!! tmr girls night out! no guys allowed. x) -stella

hahah. tmr got competition! so exciting!! and its vdae! stella is my valentine. nah im just kidding.
doing pw work now and clever stella is beside me. bell ring! i love stella buhbye!

Im so tired!just came back from track!tired tired tired!did de usual but din so relays coz we din haf all de runners...so we did 300m!so shit! we had to do it twice.mm tink its my first time doing 300m haha cool huh!haha coz everytime i only do 100,200 or long distance..first run de timin was 48plus.starting was okae den at de end cannot tahan already coz lik my whole body cannot move.got de zzzZZZ-ling feelin in my body haha!den 2nd one was bad..increased by arnd 2 secs!!after de 2nd one..was so tired already!so glad dat it was ova..den after dat..mr koh sae still need to run 2 rounds to warm down..mr koh wants me to cut down to 46-47?!siao!haha den watched de vj ppl run de 300m!dey all damn fast..den got dis person run so fast!mr tan sae his timin was 36plus? den we were lik wahh. trng only 36plus..competition sure much betta!den he lik beat his seniors...haha kk enuff bout track.today lessons were okae..haaha din take pe todae. coz knee pain =) after recess stella bought 10 crabsticks so dat we can eat in class..so nice.but i tink we forgot to bring de crabsticks home!we din finish den its still under my desk! lata all de ants come..din understand de maths today!how?! gonna die man! and heard dat de tp thing cedar oso running.haish!all our hopes are dashed~haha no la..nvm we can do it!! =D sat got de x country thingy!so exciting!and today rites,one of kim wakerman's admirer sent a damn big bouquet of flowers to school for her k!den some gurl came to our class and ask her to go down to de office..den she came up wit it.and dere was a message on it dat saes."be my valentine" haha so
funny!dere was lik 21 roses and one tulip!
+good luck for de competitions on sat!-

CAs are coming!-sigh- so boring..yeah but nvm! after CAs can go for holiday!! yippy! today had guitar lesson..de guitar in school sounds so nice..but de one i got at home so terrible!!so outta tune!! and i duno how to tune!kk todae de lessons all quite slack lar..quite fun..tok and tok!after track went to pw!ate lunch den went for track! trng was quite shit today.. got alot of scoldings! and it was super hot !!! den we did drill..sprints..and passing..den we did one full run for de relay but it was screwed up again!i tink i took off to early!den didnt manage to receive de baton..*so sorry stella,liz and evie* haha make u all run for nth..haha den after dat had some trashing session..mr koh was lik scoldin us..and tellin us dat we're not focus enuff and alot of other stuff..and he saed dat we're nt serious and all..duno lar..felt so sian today!! mm and i just realised dat some of de juniors quite nice!!ohh and dere's dis competition comin up soon..held in tp!den me stella liz and evie gonna do de 4 by 1 relay..den i oso haf to do 4 by 2! so shit!! and i be doin wit de juniors!! den liz doin 4 by4!!haha gabz oso!!hahahahha!!! gabz oso doin 4 by 800!! fun!! todae rena and kim dey all had netball competition! hopefully dey won!!!

today's fun![i saw someone today!muahaha!] yep had trngin de morning..din really train..only did 5 sets of exercises and some stationary cycling coz i had a big big big blister on my foot!!!damn damn pain k! hhaa tot it was corn den was tryin so hard to soften de hard skin..first soaked my feet in hot water..den cannot..den went to put vaseline!!haha funny den still cannot! den today i wore 2 socks..den while doing cycling,my shoelaces got caught in de turnin turnin thing..hehe took so long to get it out!! after trng had de com class thingy..haha den after dat went for lunch wit mada rena stella and manda's mum at lagoona country club..fun fun fun! den after dat went back to her house den played for awhile den went home at arnd 10..so tired and i haven do my work yet! tml wun have time..have to go to aunt's house..

never go to school today! couldnt get up! very very tired..my msn is so rubbish! cannot sign in..im so bored now.. nt to do.. dun feel like doing my hw!!!still got dnt,art,tuiton work and muz learn ting xie!! dun wanna do now..will do it tml! mummy just called just now..she say dey book de tickets already for de holiday..dat means..im comfirmed gg for a holiday durin de march holidays..de flight is on friday!so i cant go to school on friday!!!mm.. and im lookin for a digi cam now.. dunoo which one to buy..haf ta use my own money leh!lata got netball *yay* my stomach's aching frm yesterdae's trng!!

neva blog for so long! lets see...mm 3 days! wow! k lame. tues had track,did relay!!! quite tiring coz i wasnt in de mood to run...den coach ask us to do de full relay once and yea it was screwed up!! we were lik leading already by so much den wen stella was abt to pass de baton to me..one whole grp of ppl in front blocked us..den i was lik 'tracccckkkk' and stella was also screaming den dey juz turn arnd and slowly moved..and obviously we were outta de zone already! sobs! after trng we went to gelare wit some trackers!damn fun! i bought large waffle wit double scoop ice cream!was too greedy den so bloated after i finished!very fun lar..we were tokin bout stuff...den went home..

wed got karib.i really dun understand wad mrs ooi saes lorh!and durin maths after i did her work i was readin dis bk larr. stella lent it to me..damn nice de story den wen de exciting part came,she discovered dat i was readin so she took de book and bang it damn hard on my head!so mean k she!made me so pissed!she killed some of my brain cells! lucky i understand abit of wat karib teaches..hehe on our way home in de bus..damn funny..we were tokin so much! and laughin so much!den i took out one side of my shoe and kimmie took it..den she ws findin somewhere to put it den i waas lik 'eh take de other shoe oso' so i kicked my shoe and it landed on some school girl haha my aiming sux!haha den was so paiseh so kept apologisin to her haha!

todae was fun too!sheku was so stupid durin lessons..haiyah as usual lar she..dumb dumb..den todae asked mrs ooi for de book..told her it wasnt mine..so she said to see her and get it frm her after school but todae no time so tml den i go collect..after school went to mos burger!ate teriyaki chicken burger!yummy!den saw some ppl dere..haha yeah den went to vjc for track..saw some ppl too..stella vommitted twice todae! but she still ran..did abit of relay and some exerciseds today..my leg was lik so pain ! den after track went to pw wit stella for awhile.on our way dere saw bigbird in de bus..den went home arnd 6 plus..tonite got american idols!muz watch!haven do all my hw yet..my cd burner damn stupid! smth wrong wit it!

mm..very bored now..not gg out todae..got alot of work to do..zhen sent me dis song yesterdae..very nice..hahaa heard of it before but din download..sucha nice song..
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
And I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, Me

I read those words just hours
Before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

[drained]

was so tired yesterday!had trng in de morning..had to struggle to get up.almost forgot to bring my spikes too!trng was tiring and de wheather was so hot!mm..did quite alot..after trng..we went to parkway to eat..i was so damn hungry! ate prawn mee..so nice.den wen we were walkin to de bus stop we saw dis old woman,and she was lik sittin on de floor.and her head was bleeding..think she fell..so poor thing!den went to school..whole track team had to take cab to macrichie.. de uncle dat drove us dere duno de way and he went round and round den de taxi fare was lik $18 but he only charged us $13..den watched dem run and all..saw someone..yup den went to orchard wit chinghar,stella and dine..gab couldnt come coz her aunty was leavin..duno wad larh..walked arnd first..orchard was kinda crowded coz of de chingay..de roads were blocked too! den we had to walk so much coz cannot take short cut!

we went to watch stuck on you..we ta bao macs into de theatre!was damn hungry!tot was gonna be damn funny..but end up lame..haish..kinda boring la de show..we saw some ppl dat we know also..hmm..after de show walked arnd for a while den decided to go to cityhall..supposed to go esplanade..but changed our minds so went to raffles city..chingahar went to see her fwen dat was workin at bodyshop dere..hmm walked arnd again...coz had to wait for chinghar's fwen to knock off.. wanted to sit down somewhere and drink coffee but all de cafes were gonna close..so we sat outside bodyshop and tok while waitin for her..mm..den wen stella's sis came to fetch her..i went home too..coz i din wanna take mrt wit chinghar and her fwen..paiseh mah..den i dere dey oso cant tok..very extra so i went home alone..in de mrt i saw sabrina and trina!haha din even noticed dat dey were beside me for so long! mm dey went orchard too to watch chingay..yep reached home bout 11 plus den bathe den read some very interesting ctorybk dat stella lent me den went to bed..

today went for mass and netball den went home..had to run 6 rounds today! den my leg kena cramps man..so tight de muscles..mmm den quite shit oso..played shooter wit zhen! hehe shot a few oso..de ball hardly even came into de goal circle..we lost some centre pass and haish..ermm duno la..i played lik shit lah..hmm lazy to type already..bye~